Where do I go from here?

Sometimes I just feel lost.

Like everyone around me knows exactly what's going on, exactly what they want.

This is why I hate going with the flow and being flexible. When I follow the rules and keep on the straight and narrow, I know what I want and where I'm going.

But then people have to complicate things. People who know what I don't know, people who are even worse at figuring out who they are than I am.

It's that second set that messes me up. I'm naturally drawn to people who need saving. I want to be a safety net, to be the one that someone credits for rescuing him (or her, of course).

But then...when will it be my turn to be saved?