Something new: "I Hate This"

I hate how everyone else was right.
I hate how I refused to listen to them.
I hate how I suddenly got wrapped up in you.
I hate how I can't get untangled.
I hate how what I loved wasn't really you.
I hate how you pretended so that I'd fall.
I hate how I fell so hard, and for you.
I hate how you don't care.
I hate how I cared so much, while you care so little.
I hate how I don't care anymore.
I hate how I'm not ready.
I hate how I realize I need to be.
I hate how I don't love you like I did, but I still do love you.
I hate how I want to go back instead of forward.
I hate how I can't do anything because I'm scared.
And I hate how you don't even know.
How I'm putting on a face, and not letting you see this.